life sucks

sometimes, it really does. this time, it's sorta my fault, but i think my dad is being a bit harsh. i understand taking responsibility for my actions and i can handle that...but when he tries to tell me that it's all my fault because i didn't trust him and things like that (yes he actually said that to me) it really bugs me. i had a lot of stuff happen to me over the past six weeks and i paid a very high emotional price and when i tried to talk about it, people were "too busy" or something. not that it's anyone else's fault, but it certainly isn't my "fault" that i didn't trust anyone or whatever.

yesterday...

...this guy that i totally think is cute (& i kinda have a crush on him) told me that i looked cute! don't you love it when people give you compliments? it was so monumental that i had to take a picture of how cute i was:



i love this picture! i think the lighting really accents my hair. don't you? too bad you can't really see my eyes. my shirt really made them stand out. but whatever...cute is cute, right? especially when a hottie tells you so.

a new hairstyle

i cut my hair! i think it's cute. so does everyone else! i had to play a guy in my drama final so i cut my hair. i love it! it was perfect for my role in "divine stella devine" and i think it will work for my role in my second semester drama final. i love not having to blow-dray my hair and it is soooo...easy to maintain. now i know why anne loves short hair. it look great when i curl it and everyone says i look so cute. i think i rock it!