life sucks

sometimes, it really does. this time, it's sorta my fault, but i think my dad is being a bit harsh. i understand taking responsibility for my actions and i can handle that...but when he tries to tell me that it's all my fault because i didn't trust him and things like that (yes he actually said that to me) it really bugs me. i had a lot of stuff happen to me over the past six weeks and i paid a very high emotional price and when i tried to talk about it, people were "too busy" or something. not that it's anyone else's fault, but it certainly isn't my "fault" that i didn't trust anyone or whatever.